Lied down, fell right through my bed I scream It’s all in my head and it’s okay I try not to listen to them It’s hard, when I hear their screams of great pain Like a Bloody Tidal Wave Imagine myself surfing The shark jumps out the water and says Wait it out my friend and one day you’ll have a good head Skateboarding down the street He’s right, everything’ll be okay the street opens it’s mouth and swallows me up another bad day It was a good day… give me a break. Doctors poking at my brain screaming wont help with the pain one of them says I begged my mom get me help She said you’ll live you’re just a whelp who’s lost his way A true lovin’ family Imagine myself surfing The shark jumps out the water and says Wait it out my friend and one day you’ll have a good head Skateboarding down the street He’s right, everything’ll be okay the street opens it’s mouth and swallows me up another bad day It was a good day… give me a break? Water fills my lungs to the brim trying to clean but I cant swim away Shadow in the corner’ve my room talks ‘bout my impending doom- OH WOULD YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP? I think I’ve had enough! Imagine myself surfing The shark jumps out the water and says Wait it out my friend and one day you’ll have a good head Skateboarding down the street He’s right, everything’ll be okay the street opens it’s mouth and swallows me up another bad day It was a good day… give me a break…

Take a 5 dollar trip through my mind take a bus trip through the hive were all this shit comes from just be careful not to fall onto anything sharp Im not that guy... who thinks he's sly I step out the corner shining bright stain it red call her a night Saw her again last night At a show I knew exactly where she'd go she went home I wade through cracks she was drunk She turned her back and as smoke rose a single rose on the wall I saw her face tormented disgrace I t thought about it all and as my last fell down AT LAST THIS IS THE NIGHT IM WAITING FOR!! And I took her with me! And I took my own! And it's finally time to hold your breath girl! And it's red allover where to go...? It's finally time - BRING HER HOME! She's too precious for this world not like any other girls like rehearsing songs for that one serenade paint it red... CALL IT A LIFE CALL IT A DAY!!!

Come on man, Seriously? What are you looking for in me? Respond Presumptively. Hang myself with my own words arbitrarily. What am I saying, What do I say? It all doesn't make sense, the art of a human conversation, Especially when it's someone that I do not know. Take a chance, Start talking. "Have we met before?", you'll never see. Fear of The simplest things. I don't have to say a word or do anything! What am I doing, what do I do? It all doesn't make sense, the art of human interaction, especially when anxiety takes over! I don't understand.

I guess it’s another day Nothing’ll change I’ll just put on a pair of headphones and lie here, listenin to them say: ‘You’ll make it far, you’ll get away, you’ll get mad, but it’ll be alright" I know that already…. I’m not afraid of that. I just know that it’ll be the same. I’ll never see 'The end of days’ The days GOOD, but after a while I just hate the word Redundant That’s what this is So I’ll wave goodbye to my grandfather And as I 'smile’, I’m feeling better, 'I guess’ I’ll learn to deal with it. “It’s time to grow up, kid.” I’ll get used to the idea…. but there’s no plan-in this. I just hate when things are 'the same’ The same everyday It’s still not a bad way, to 'live’ But I want something to change- is this what they call life? Id this what i’ll work towards? Too see another door. What I’ll find behind it(?)… the cure. I WANT TO GIVE IT ALL, AWAY, SO I CAN HAVE A DIFFERENT DAY! I POINT AT THE MIRROR, LOOK AT MY FACE! IS THAT THE SAME GUY?! Maybe it’s some sick 'Ground Hog’s day’ The littlest things, do in fact change… Maybe I’m never satisfied… I have a phobia, I wont die. When things are the same, (IM AFRAID), I’m stuck in a cycle, Im goin away! Thank you PARENTS, FORGIVING ME FEARS Loneliness, and same same years… Thank you love for letting me know, that that’s not all but the end of this show I’ll take it with me and know…: Welcome, paradise To the 'Adult Life’